Hello world, my name is Michelle and this is my tumblr. There is no specific theme to what I post so if your looking for one, happy hunting, but you're in the wrong place. Everything I post is for my enjoyment and relief so if you don't want to read about my personal rambles, look at animal pictures/videos, or gander at other random things, again you are in the wrong place. :)

hard to explain

I can’t do this again.

You stole my heart and I will never forgive you for that. It was great while it lasted, but since you don’t want it anymore could I have it back? It’s not fair. When you’ve waited your whole life to have that feeling of being in love and then it’s ripped away from because that person no longer feels that way and you are all of a sudden no longer allowed to feel that way… It sucks more than I could ever imagine.

Heartbreak in any form is the worst worst WORST feeling in the world and I would never wish it upon anyone.

I’m not saying I am still completely head over heels in love with this person, but I feel like I can’t fully give my heart to someone else because of what happened. Don’t get me wrong I love the person i’m with, but i’m scared. When I think about how it will feel when he breaks up with me, because past experiences have shown me that that is what will inevitably happen, my mind goes straight to that place I was stuck all last year. That dark awful hole that I don’t ever want to go back to, it physically makes me hurt inside…

But maybe it’s better this way. Maybe if my heart isn’t in it 150% then it wont hurt as much when it ends.