Hello world, my name is Michelle and this is my tumblr. There is no specific theme to what I post so if your looking for one, happy hunting, but you're in the wrong place. Everything I post is for my enjoyment and relief so if you don't want to read about my personal rambles, look at animal pictures/videos, or gander at other random things, again you are in the wrong place. :)

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I don’t think I have ever felt so much anger towards one person. There was this girl at this party I was at last night and she left a really shitty first impression on me. We were in line for beer pong and then all of a sudden up walks this stupid girl with breasts and a short dress on and all of a sudden ‘she was first and she had been there longer.’ Bullshit. You have boobs, boys like boobs, boys want some, so you’re next in line. Fuck you! Worst of all she knew she was hot shit and could get whatever she wanted. Again, fuck you! After that it was all down hill from there, I could not stop hating on this girl. I have never done that to anyone, but something inside me just snapped and I couldn’t stop. I was going off about everything too. Her stupid fake red hair, her muffin top in her slutty dress, how short her slutty dress was. I litteraly could not stop.

I hate myself for it too. I hate that I let someone get to me like that. I hate that I was going off so much that Erik noticed and said something about it. I hate the way hating someone makes me feel. Like I am nothing, and ugly, and fat, and so insecure you could never imagine. I also hate that she lives in my fucking dorm! and her friend lied about her age and said she was 23. Why? Why lie? I hate people, including myself.

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