January 2009
8 posts
Jan 27th
Dwelling
I’m feeling uneasy about something. It didn’t bother me at first but its starting to. There is nothing I can do about it except ask and I most likely will, but I’m sure i’ll still feel the same about it. I really don’t know why it’s bothering me so much. Probably because it’s something i didn’t want to hear. who would though right? I can’t...
Jan 25th
Out of the darkness
And now I’m all alone again Nowhere to turn, no one to go to. Without a home, without a friend without a face to say hello to But now the night is near  And I can make-believe he’s here Sometimes I walk alone at night When everybody else is sleeping I think of him and then I’m happy With the company I’m keeping The city goes to bed And I can live inside my head On my own...
Jan 20th
“It just seems silly for a college class.” It just seems silly. Sorry I’m not smarter.  Good thing one of us was a success, to bad its not 2 for 2.  It really is my fault though, i never really tried.  I’ve never worked for anything.  I can’t do anything myself I’m completely dependent upon you in every possible way.  I feel helpless ALL the time.  Not only am...
Jan 17th
Wednesday  →
Platy-pi or however it is spelled is in fact a word, which if i may so is awesome. I would like to see one in the wild before i die, captivity would be alright too i suppose. Today my taste buds were put through a beating. GRASS DIRT  EARTHWORM SOAP SAUSAGE SARDINES VOMIT Bertie Bots Every Flavor Beans the rejects. bad idea.
Jan 15th
Sick of being Sick
I have felt like this since last tuesday now and i want it to end.  Some days are better than others but lately i swear its been getting worse.  This morning was the first day of the new semester and i didn’t go to class because i threw up this morning.  And you want to know what i threw up? what i ate for breakfast, so now i’m afraid to eat.  Not only do i not want to eat for that...
Jan 12th
do you think everything happens for a reason? that was random why do you ask or like not for a reason but you know when someone older dies and people are like oh ‘it was their time’ or w/e mhm i don’t think everything happens for a reason but i think that something happening can change allot in the long run like the whole chaos theory/butterfly effect yea nvm idk really...
Jan 7th
sickly
KARMA is such a fucking bitch.  I feel like i’ve written about this before but sometimes she just sucks that much.  Thats what i get for making fun of Ashley and her stupid foreign food phobia.  Emily had the same thing and didn’t get sick, WHY?, because she’s obviously a better person than i am.  AH i  want to go jump in a big pool of cold water and just sit.  And eat a lot of...
Jan 6th